end is always painful. at least for someone. I can see the end coming like somebody inside my head could scream: 'be strong, pain is almost there!'. but even with all the advice, is terrible. doesn't matter the time you spent with the person, never is enough.
I wish I could enjoy last moments better. for sure I would kiss, hug and say 'thank you' many times. but I can't. that's why end is always painful, we can never say good bye as we would like.